Chapter 1: Acknowledging My Struggles

Dear “Better Me”,

I know that when we went to bed last night, I vowed to wake up early. However, fatigue got the better of me, and I kept hitting snooze for over an hour. Eventually, I rolled out of bed with only twenty minutes to spare before leaving. When I finally arrived at work, two minutes late, I found myself scrolling through TikTok for half an hour instead of diving into my tasks. I regret that I wasted most of my day on my phone, only partially engaging in my responsibilities because I lacked motivation.

I also regret that, despite the nutritious breakfast we planned and purchased, I opted for a $7 box of breakfast hot pockets instead. Admittedly, I did eat the lunch we prepared together last night, but I still made a pit stop at McDonald's on the way home, even after spending $60 on groceries. I’m truly sorry for that.

Upon returning home, I spent 45 minutes in my car on TikTok before finally coming inside. Yet, I still didn’t tackle anything on our to-do list. I didn’t reach out to my grandmother, do the laundry, complete my school assignments, update my resume, finish my LinkedIn profile, or even read a book. I sincerely apologize for all of this.

I understand that we set these goals, jot them down, and equip ourselves with the necessary tools to evolve into a better version of ourselves, but I often fail to follow through.

I didn’t accomplish any of the tasks that could help me discover you, “Better Me.” I didn’t do anything today, didn’t make progress yesterday, and likely won’t tomorrow. I am truly sorry.

I find it perplexing why it has been so challenging to connect with you recently. I’m unsure where my spark disappeared to or why my motivation feels nonexistent. It’s as if I desire a destination but lack the drive to pursue it. Yet, I see you, I hear you, and my intentions are genuine.

“Better Me,” I believe that one day I will reach you. I will achieve my goals and reignite my passion. For now, I’ll practice self-compassion and hope you accept my apologies.

With love,

“Just Me”

In the video "Michael Schulte x R3HAB - Better Me (Lyrics)", we explore themes of personal growth and the journey to self-improvement, echoing the sentiments expressed in this letter.

Chapter 2: The Path Forward

In the video titled "BETTER ME", viewers are inspired to embrace their journey toward becoming their best selves, reinforcing the message of this letter.